Mavy bit into her lower lip and tears streamed down her cheeks. Don’t disrespect her again.” The emotion in his voice caused me to choke up. I am already mated and my mate, my partner, my love, MY QUEEN sits in this room. I heard the desperation in her voice.“I don’t care what you think or how you feel.

“I’m… your…” she shook her head and turned to look back at Ethan. I watched as her world crashed around her again for the second time in five minutes.“Where does that leave me?” Mavy asked. She didn’t look back at me, she kept her gaze focused on Ethan. She collapsed on the couch, her eyes watering.

Mavy fell back as if she’d been physically struck. He fell to his knees and apologized for what he’d done even though I told him it wasn’t him, that wasn’t him anymore. We dug into the past and were completely honest with each other. He wasn’t him anymore, he hadn’t been him for a long time. It was hard, facing the man I loved in this life and the man I hated in the past. The one that I remembered and by this time, the one that he remembered. We talked bout what happened and we talked about the past. It wasn’t until month two that we finally talked about everything. He didn’t know why I was with him when I loved Shane. I didn’t know why he wanted to be with me. I felt like he was only with me because I was his Luna, because of obligation and duty.

A part of me knew he was hurt about it, missed her like I missed Shane. Ethan rejected Mavy as his mate before we came home. The first month back at Desert Moon had been hard.

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